i hear her voice
in my mind
i know her face by heart
heaven and earth are moving
in my soul
i don't know where to start
tell me tell me the words to define
the way i feel about someone so fineeeeee
how do you talk to an angel
how do you hold her close to where you are
how do you talk to an angel
it's like trying to catch a falling star
at night i dream that she is there
and i can feel her in the air
tell me tell me the words to define the way i feel about someone so fineeeeee
how do yu talk to an angellllllllllll
posted by :. heroyin. 8:10 PM
took the meyer briggs indicator shit yesterday.
i'm INTP! which means introverted intuitive thinking perceiving.
ok . methinks it's QUITE OFFFFFFF hahahahaas. sux lar that stupid thing.
posted by :. heroyin. 7:26 PM
Friday, January 17, 2003
HELLO!!!!!!!!!!
omg i'm so happy right now
it's been pouring since last night when i went to sleep
like
i was just lying in bed and den there was periodic lightning. so nice!! den there was thunder also. and somewhere in my slumber it rained and den it hasn't stopped raining since then! :)))))))) it's like so nice
:)
it's such a beautiful day. haha.
oh den right yesterday night i dreamt of some really weird stuff so i dn wake up really happy but since it was raining and raining my unhappy mood got washed awaay!!!! yayyyyyyyy
keep in mind we're under the same sky and the night's as empty for me as for you
posted by :. heroyin. 7:22 PM
GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!! HUITING'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK welcome back girl!!
posted by :. heroyin. 4:36 AM
Thursday, January 16, 2003
hello. it's a friday. i went back to school. it's HAPPYING! that's cos today's a slack day. blahs. went back to find a thick stack of junk-- i mean work under my table. thanks. loved it. more food for my paper shredder. wait a minute. what paper shredder?
so, i did some stuff in school. after school.
then, there was this one part that was nice.
this one part.
i was waiting for my mum at the busstop
and guess what
it rained. :)
YES IT RAINED!!!!!!! it always rains when i'm at the bus stop too long. always.
it's so. nice. hahahahahahaha
happy day.
posted by :. heroyin. 4:35 AM
IF I LIVED UNDER THE SEA SEA SEA
I THINK IT WOULD BE NEAT AS IT COULD BE BE BE
I COULD VISIT ALL THE FISH
ANYTIME I WISH
IF I LIVED UNDER THE SEAAAAAA
i could harpooooon a whale
put it's blubber up for sale
geeeeee that would BE GREATTTTT
i cud sautee the legs of a friendly octopus
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8
.
posted by :. heroyin. 5:53 AM
heyooooooo hahaahahaaaaaaa
feeling better. i think somebody's presence made me feel better. haha.
ahhahahaah
:รพ
mmmmmmmm.
resolved today that i would not be mean to somebody anymore.
i think he deserves it.
sorry. for being so mean all the time.
oops. i dun think he even reads this. how stupid.
posted by :. heroyin. 5:50 AM
:) it's raining!
finally something to cheer up my day. :)))))
simple=happy.
posted by :. heroyin. 1:01 AM
back. yet again. some kind of obsessive compulsive disorder to blog for these few minutes.
lame.
JUST in case some silly moron stopped by and didn't know what blog meant, blog is short for weblogging so don't be an idiot. i now presume that from now on everyone on this planet noes what blog means and if you don't, that just proves that you're an alien. a stupid one.
just read this book called "dont read this book if yu're stupid." ok. it's pretty funny in the sick cynical warped adult way. i have this deep feeling that it was meant for adults. hahahahaaaaaa. on to happier things.
as i was saying right i was looking at the trees swaying with the wind. i managed to observe the fact that each leaf had an individual movement. unique. however the whole crown which is all the leaves also swayed with a single almost dancy movement. mmm. profound. are we --individuals-- just part of a bigger movement a bigger plan? hmm. on to HAPPIER HAPPIER things.
YES! fainarlee somebodeh SANE is online. however, he doesn't seem to be very sane at the moment. (sane as in. MY kinda sane which is not so sane.) he seems to be TOO sane. sane in the normal person sane way. which is. boring. and. silly. and. sad. cos. all he's doing is. saying that i'm damn mean. which is. even more. boring. yaaaaaaawn. this sucks. hahahaha. should i go talk to rd again? oh. i'm suppose to leave him/her/it for another year. i can't go against my word. hahaha.
even angels fall... once in a while. remember lucifer?
posted by :. heroyin. 12:55 AM
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
back. feeling redder. so i changed my font color to red to EXPRESS my feelings. . bullllllllllllllllllllllshit. hahahaha
so i was having a conversation with RD (eikcud rebbur). it went something like
me: hey. how has it been the past year living on my table.
rd: mmm ok. like i'm kinda dusty and lonely and i think this has made me acquire some serious mental condition but besides that it's ok. everything's fine.
me: ok great. -leaves rd alone for another year.-
--finito.
sentiments should be left to the sentimental.
posted by :. heroyin. 12:32 AM
hellooooooooo TEEEEEEENG WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUU are you deaaaaaad oh you're at obs. ok. panic attack.
so. i'm having fever AGAIN! rather, it never went away. i feel really sick. i think it burnt off like what little of my brain there was in the first place.
okie. going to see the doctor again. however my mum ain't willing to bring me to see the doc until tonight cos she's feeling lazy. ....... :(. getting sick of taking the pills. they taste disgusting and make me groggy. :( i hope i get well like NOWWWW so that i can go back and have some fun like training or something i dunnoooooooo. being stuck at home isn't very happying. the tv has nothing interesting except sesame street HAHAHAAHAHA ok really like the cookies that cookie monster eats look goood. then i was stoning at the window watching the trees sway with the wind birds singing blah blah blah. :(........ ok. i think this doctor must suck. he's either giving me the wrong pills or i'm sick beyond help. obviously it's the former and i wonder if he's doing it cos he wants me to go back so that he can get more moneh or someting. what an eeeeevil scheeeming doctor! ok. it's bad to assumeee things. hahhaa. maybe i've an esoteric illness or something. so rare. and only one doctor in the world can cure it and unfortunately it's not the doctor that i'm going to now!. ok i'm superfluously paranoid. haaaaaa haaa. ok. everyone out there like take care. it's bad to fall sick. especially when you feel so ill you wish you didn't fall sick.
love, always, forever and ever and ever and ever, and ever, for eternity, actually no, just forever and ever,
yeen.
posted by :. heroyin. 11:58 PM
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
just woke up. aching all overrr ahhhhh -shoulders really ache-
blahhhh still having fever after sleeping so muchhhh :(
where's ting!!! hahahaha. ok quite obviously she's at OBS i hope she ain't so sick she collapses or someting. that would be horribly unfortunate. hahahaahhahaah. ok being sick really sucks man. reaaaally sucks. -groans- so wad did i do today?! i slept and slept and slept and slept. hars.
posted by :. heroyin. 1:57 AM
Monday, January 13, 2003
watched theee ringggg today.
.... wasn't scary
at all.
it's just alot of ugly peopleeeeee and alot of cool sceneries!! like the ugly people are the scariest parts.
den right the cool sceneries are super cool. they're like so peaceful and eerie. but the show wasn't scary! i was expecting to be freaaaaaaked out of my bones. but i wasn't freaked at all. aiyars. nevermindddddd hahahah i'm a freak
posted by :. heroyin. 4:33 AM
Sunday, January 12, 2003
harloooooes. just woke up and took a really hot bath cos i was feeling really cold. fever hasn't gone down yet. too cold to sleep. was shivering : ( aiyah!!! where's huiteeeeeeng i missss her hahahahaah. bleaaaaaaah i feel numb all over.. : (.
posted by :. heroyin. 7:24 AM
hello. it's been tooooo long. DAMN IT WE ACTUALLY ABANDONED THIS BLOG!! HOW COULD WE?! -slaps me and huiting- okay.
today, somebody asked me a really hard question and i've been thinking about it ever since. and i can't stop thinking about it. so now i'm thinking and thinking. and i was abit frustrated and depressed and sad but i'm still thinkiiiiingggggggggggggggggggggggggg of what to say or why i can't say what i have to say or why i dun have anything to say.
ok it kind of starts raining whenever i get really sad. and it's going to rain now! hahahahaa. strange rain. cos i'm trying to explain . something's wrong you just don't sound the same yawwn. got alot of stupid chinese shit. not gonna do. sighhhhh. wheeeeeee raining! hahahaah.
posted by :. heroyin. 12:18 AM
baby won't yu tell me why there is sadness in yur eyes.
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